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I'm Back

May. 7th, 2012 | 03:01 am

Yes, I know it's been a while since I updated this and all. I meant to update it a lot sooner but got sidetracked with school and other things. For what it's worth, I intend to check on this blog more often. 

Anyways, I'm gonna be completing my degree in May. I was at a crossroads for such a long time. After finishing school I was uncertain what direction I should take, although I made a decision recently. In the fall I will return to school and work on a Masters in Biology. My new career goal is to become a nutritionist as I tried teaching and realized it wasn't for me.

I'm thrilled about my future as a nutritionist though. Not only can I use that position as an avenue for spreading veganism, I can also do something enjoyable for a living. Whereas teaching seemed so exhausing and depressing, I find learning about nutrition and health to
be both enlightening, and riveting. My passion for science has helped me discover something that's enjoyable and rewarding. 

When I studied English, it was fun but when I did some substitute teaching I realized why there's such a shortage of teachers: it's such a stressful job. I couldn't envision a happy future with that occupation, nor would I even consider getting into it ever. 

It was lame though because at first I didn't think I'd be able to afford graduate school. Then luck came my way, and my counselor connected me with a disability agency who would be willing to assist with paying it off. As long as I maintain a 3.0 average they'll pay for everything. Apparently most of the people who go with them never get as far as I did in school, so they were eager to oblige with paying for my school. Needless to say, I was very grateful for their help. It's given me a new lease on life because without that I would be screwed.

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Embracing my Sexuality

Feb. 29th, 2012 | 04:28 am
mood: chipperchipper

Ever since I discovered I was gay, I couldn't ever come to terms with it, no matter how badly I wanted to. I was always determined to cure myself, because I believed it was unacceptable. Maybe it was because I was raised to believe that being gay was wrong, but I hated it the most about myself. Growing up my family wasn't that religious, although we were raised as secular Catholics, and unfortunately that meant that my parents were pretty homophobic. Having heard anti-gay things my whole life conditioned me into hiding the fact that I'm gay from everyone.

All of that changed earlier this year. It hit me one day about how beautiful it was. For once in my life I not only accepted myself for who I was, but I felt so proud of it. My awakening inspired me to participate in my first gay pride event. It also marked the first time that I joined an LGBT rights group in my hometown, which I'm still involved in.

Embracing my homosexuality was the best thing that could've happened. It was such a therapeutic experience for me and I'm extremely thankful it happened. At this point I wouldn't even dream about changing my sexuality. When I say I'm proud, I really mean it. Also, it's necessary to differentiate accepting being homosexual and being proud of it. When you accept being homosexual, it isn't nearly as terrific as when you embrace it. 

Additionally, I'd urge any of you to come out if you haven't. Sure you may lose some friends, but it's better to weed out all the fake people in your life anyhow. Your true friends will still love you, even if you're gay. 

It's easy for me to say this of course because my mother doesn't care and she loves me all the same. But like I said, at least you won't be living a lie. I know coming out may be a daunting ordeal, and it definitely wasn't easy. However when it's over, you have the burden lifted, and that makes it so worth it.

If it's hard, don't give up! As gays and lesbians, we should support each other, even if it's just on the internet. My experience has shown me that I should help my fellow homosexuals.

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Introduction

Jan. 22nd, 2012 | 01:41 am

I've never been good at describing myself, but I'll try my best this time. I'm currently a college student and am about to graduate with my Bachelor's in May. Earning my degree is the biggest accomplishment of my life and I intend to further my education after I complete my degree, although I am taking a break for a while. If I were to become involved in a long term relationship with someone, they'd have to be just as passionate about their education as I am. I'm also attracted to people who have a desire to assist disadvantaged people. It's a huge plus if we have that in common.

My main priority in life is to do be an example to others by drawing them away from the bad stuff. By that I mean that I hope to get kids out of gangs, drugs, and other horrible things and get them to become productive in their communites. In August I will start working as an educator, something I've been meaning to do for the last 7 years. I became a teacher because I wanted to repay my generous teachers for providing me with an education by instilling good values in today's youth. It's my way of giving back to everyone who helped me get where I am.

Aside from that, I'm really into video games, horror, and Kaiji movies. I'm such a horror fan that I bought a PS2 just so I could ply resident evil. (Yes my addiciton is that bad). I also love going out for drives and walks, which is something I do very regularly. I'm a nice guy who loves to talk with people, a vegan, and a communist. I'm very opinionated and I welcome friendly debate, especially with people who have totally differing views.
  

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